It feels as though I'm being crashed over like waves in the ocean. The swells making it impossible to tell which direction is up. No idea of what is real or what's just in my head.
For weeks now I have known I needed some time to do the things I enjoy and focus on what I truly want out of my life. Meaning and purpose have been reoccurring words throughout the month. I have all these ideas and projects I want to do and meeting a couple of new people who have dreams and are working towards them has given me a bit more of a drive to make those things happen. However, it is hard to shift back into a working purposeful self when everyone who currently knows me, doesn't know that side. The expectations are different.
I want more.